January 30th, 2012

Hippo

Week 11 - That can't hurt you. It's a dancing bug.

Emotions coming and going. It's hard to know what's hormones and what's jus' shit going on in my life... but I've had a LOT of shit happen to me without reacting like I've been, lately. It's weird. I knew I was SUPPOSED to expect emotional up-and-downing, but it's another thing to experience it. Still no good, earth-shaking sobs yet, tho. And I think I could really do for one sometimes. <=)

Testicles: Shrinking. I mean, I'm sure they've been diminishing in size through this whole process, but a couple of days ago was the first time I could tell they were Noticeably smaller. Gear all seems to still work... there's just less of it.

Not much else, progress-wise. As my emotions get more and more intense, I tend to worry more about the future. Worry about how my sweetie's gonna deal with everything in the coming years and how dependant I am upon her. Relationship stuff is complicated.

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    Rush - La Villa Strangiato